needing to be carried

How many times in my life has there been only that one famos set of footprints. How deep in the sand must they be uder all those burdans I lay on my Lord, Have you ever seen a movie where a man carries a little girl to safty,she is limp from the ocean or the flames or some sort of injery. but he heroicly brings her back to life. I feel like that little girl.I am cured in my fathers arms. and you know what ,he weeps for me. have you ever thought about Jesus weeping for you, for your pain.He knows he can bring you back, but he hates to see you limp and lifeless,lost from his fold.Lord its hard again,how do I ask for you to once again carry me through this storm. How do I admit that all I ever needed to do was trust you. Look for the old road it says when i flip open my bible.....how often do i look for dirrection in that book by chance. that God will ring forth a verse for me...Lord help me know which way to follow.I know when I grow week and weary Lord, I know I will never hit bottom, I know father you will catch me, I know you will lift me just like when I was a small girl,and you will bring me into the time of my life I am suppose to step into....amen